Day 39. I just gave in.

Yeah I was going for 65 Days, but for me, this isn't that bad either. I've never gone for almost 40! days without PMO.

Now I was kinda trying to figure out what made me break the commitment. Along the challenge I experienced days where I wouldn't even think of fapping, basically because my days were filled and I didn't actually find time to consider it.
And now, yesterday and today I didn't have school and got bored sitting at home. And that's where I lost the focus... I believe my main mistake was that as soon that I realized that I was loosing my focus I didn't stop and rethink my actions. I was very well aware of where this was going. But once I got into it, there was little I could do to change my mind. So what I should have done was, as I noticed that I was getting off track, walk away from my computer, get fresh air and simply step back and plan my next steps.

Alright, so where do I go from here?
Instead of saying "fuck it" and fapping for the next 24 hours, I'm gonna join in again and call it the "65 Days No PMO Challenge - Except for Day 39" Challenge. Basically I still got 26 Days to go now.


So what did I learn from all this?
If I keep my focus, I'm able to commit to no PMO. I kept my focus for 39 Days.
As I'm writing this I'm feeling a little foggy and unenergized. Way different than before.
Also did I learn that I'm the most weak when I'm bored and ain't heading towards the direction I wanna. So whenever I notice me just hanging about doing nothing I need to kick myself and start takeing action again.

Keep your focus guys! Don't do it like I did

Finishing up Day 20 and I'm so fucking horny right now, the feeling really comes and goes. Sometimes I can't sleep, sometimes I have this energy I could take over the world with, other times I just want to lay down in the foetal position wherever I am, other times I want to fuck this ONE chick in front of me, or every chick on the planet or my current girlfriend or my ex... Sometimes there's some really random realisations like noticing how sexy some Latina is, even though a week or 3 ago I'd have thought she was far too old or looked like a hairy version of Jabba the Hutt. I can see this inner beauty in almost every woman, particularly if she's naturally attractive even without hair or tits. There's no more judgements in almost anything.

But the horniness is a gift I plan to give... in just a couple days, so I gotta be gettin' that feel...

Survived 22 days, it brings some interesting and at times intense experiences. All blogged up in the stories now, go forth and check it out.

Should start setting smaller goals to cultivate this energy, if anyone has any ideas or theoretical principles behind it?

Day 23 of the reboot.

Amazing self-control. When you put your mind to something and commit, the sky is the limit. I'm going strong. Worked through End-Game, just finished watching Be Happy Without Her. My notes are made, now I'll be focusing on creating life the way I want it.

Be strong guys.

-C

Tomorrow is Day 1. I would have started today, but I've already broken the rules for today.

I know I'm a bit late to join this, but then again... its never too late to challenge myself.

Until visiting this forum, I only thought of this as a 19-day challenge. But why do 19 days when you already have a greater challenge posted?

IM SO READY FOR THIS.

Day 2.

This is getting too tough, too early. I can only imagine what this will be like in a week or so.

Day 2
In order to stay relaxed, I am now doing daily meditation. I have been horny all day today and almost gave in. However, I'm stronger than that. From this challenge, I hope to grow in confidence as well as have a higher sexual drive. Because I'm going to have extra sexual energy, I'm going to use it to work out and get ripped.

Day 3
So fucking horny, I can't even stand it. Its not constant, but it does bother me when it happens because my first instinct is to fap.

Day 4
I literally have to hold myself back from MO. I'm extremely horny... good thing I'm cold approaching today at the mall.

Day 5
Horniness is now more wide-spread, but less severe. I can usually slip myself into a sexual state, which is very good for pick-up.

Hey guys,

happy new year!

To kick things off from the beginning, I decided to start this year by not masturbating for a month. I didn't masturbate yesterday and won't so till the 1 of February.
I might decide to extend this period to 65 days or more, but for now, 1 month is my challenge.
As I don't watch porn anyway, I don't need to discard this.

I tried this once before, my goal was a month, but I only managed 3 weeks. However, it definitely intensified the way I perceive and interact with the world, so now I take it to the next level.

I am writing this post because knowing that other guys know of it and are perhaps even doing to same challenge will help me staying committed to it.

If any of you punks out there want to join me, come on!

For me, today is Day 2.

DAY 18

I don't know if anyone is actually checking this out, but anyway, I wanted to give an update.

I found the first 10 days qute easy compared to the last time I tried it- back then, the first days were really the hardest, then it became easyer and the again harder. This time, it started being easy, but has just graduatly become harder and harder.

The last 3 days have been really tough, in the evening before sleep I was always lying in my bed, having crazy fanatsys and fighting against the desire to turn around and fuck the mattress.

On the night from Day 19 to DAY 20 I had a wet dream, the day afterwards i masturbated. I didn't manage 30 days again and I can not imagine how someone could manage 60 days.
Now I am working on reducing masturbation to once in several days, but over a long period of time, so I can maintain the boost of energy and motivation for a longer period.